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Hello to all, thank you for reading my letter and I hope it finds you well. I want to tell you my story ...
I was fired from my job in 2016 i worked there 10 years. They refused to comply with work restrictions..since then I lost my home and even had to put my dog of 10 years up for adoption. Since 2016 I also developed mental illness of and basically have not worked because of my back pain..I went back to school finished..but failed in the exams..the city paid the 200 dollars ..I failed test..I studied hard but when you have chronic pain and are homeless..it makes it tougher than usual..I been bouncing between my daughter house, my car, a friend who I met in church..been verbally abused by family who tell me to get myself together..every time i get one step ahead..i get knocked two steps back..i just want to be healthy again..i have no money and no one wants to help me..they say I've always been mean person..and I need to be homeless..I'm hurt by the verbal accusations of my character..i don't want to die before i have a chance to redeem myself..i suffer also from personality disorder..this is good because i finally know why people think im mean..its anxiety..all and all..I worked since I was 14..now I am living out of my car..I have 2 medical degrees..but unable to use..need to pay to pass the entery test..but 1st need to be stable.. dont have money to getting car fixed as it has no heat in these cold winter months..if you can not or choose not to help as so many others have..please pray for me..my safety..my health restored and to be able to be a productive person again..thank you.. I'll be very grateful if anyone can help me with some money. My email is : ivann6228@gmail.com