Dream of a life

I have dreamed of my life since been a little girl. Not much of a dream just to find a nice husband, couple of kids a dog and my own home. Well you could say it came true for a while then I lost it all and now I have a rented flat, among drunks and druggies,not much in it no saving's ill health and no dog as can't have them here.
I did'nt have much schooling as looked after my mum who died a week after my 20th birthday, never new my dad, took 3 over doses ( silly I know ) anyway, I just want a life my own home, a dog, I do work for my son but my Deprestion is getting bad again and I feel I have lost him as a son as he is my boss and we are not getting on. All I do is sit in and cry most nights, not just over him but over living in this flat. I don't want to die like my mum with nothing to leave my son's or grand children, not having lived a little or feeling so low and lonely. I am not daft money can't bye love and happyness but it shur can help. I am not very good at putting thing down the right way, but what I am after is some very kind person to please help me to have my own home, so I can please myself if i have a dog or not so my family can come and stay so I feel safe, so I can call it MY HOME.
Praying someone reads this,
Regards,
Susan x

Here i am again, has anyone had there wish come true yet, well i hope so.
My Birthday & Christmas is is very near and I love to treat my family and friends, or at lease I use to, I'd love to start again this year so please someone answer at least on of my wishes that i have wrote about on here. Would be nice to enjoy my Birthday, Christmas, pay off loans and start a fresh in New Year.
regards,
Me Again (Susan) X