I need a small amount to sort things up

Hello, MY name is Felix and I am 26 years old,

I am from Sweden I do have ADHD and have struggled with life since I started school.
Many things in my life have gone pretty wrong. the school didn't go too well so I don't really can have a nice job. my education is not fulfilled.

I have taken many wrong roads and I regret a lot of them.

I did abuse alcohol and cannabis for a very long time but did stop and am happy that I could, I m trying to be happy after all but that hard, it feels like nothing can be happy anymore,
I don't enjoy things anymore and that makes me sad, I'm trying to find a job but I really can't get any job. I do have a girlfriend but even that makes me not really happy.

We have gone through a lot of crap together and we still trying, over the years it feels that I am sadder and sadder, thinking of life and what shall I do?

I have a dream but I don't know how to come there! it feels like I am useless and all other old friends they have it all, they have house and wife, kids ... where am I? hmm, well I'm for the most a fun guy that has a sense of humor.

I like to help people. For example, I had worked in a hospital once for a few months and there were old people with cancer and a lot of the time I speak to them and they really liked it.
Because the nurses have no time for that.

That made me happy that they were happy etc, am a social guy and love to talk. but not many like that I speak too much.

Don't know what to say more, my dad passed away 2016 2 days before my birthday.
It was after that I started with alcohol. I don't know why, but I didn't know what I was doing.

I regret that and hope my dad is proud of me.

However, I ended up with more poop and more bills. I have some boring Financial crisis and I want to take a driver license.

I really hate to ask about money, I never win something, and I don't believe that I'm gonna get anything.

I try because I am desperate. I don't ask for millions. I just want enough to sort things up in my life etc i don't know.

I haven't pay my apartment bill for 2 months and I don't wanna lose it either. I did take some stupid loan before but that's like scam loans ... loan and pay 100x back ... etc

PayPal.me/Felix Ipsa don't need much if someone just sends little its good

Thank you if you read

Send us an email to soprush@gmail.com and we will be glad to help you get back on your feet.. Soprush@gmail.com