I need help more than ever

I live in a very bad situation. I work my husband can't he is having his Second back oppration 1/14/14
The money I make is not enough. My husband was just denied SSDI for the 3rd. time
I am criticized daily with verbal abuse and I need help so I can get my own place. There is nothing more painful then being put down daily. I work hard and come home cause I'm so drained and want.to shower and get some rest. I 45 and do Restoration work wich is killing me. I need new knee aka knee replacement however my surgeon says I'm to young. I really need some help so I can start living a happy drama free life. I get called names and mazero feel worthless even working 6 days a wk. it is not good enough nothing is. I am sick at that thought of divorse but I can no longer live like this.
if anyone can help plz feel free to email me mcole04953@yahoo.com

Yes I need help very badly we have to come up with some money soon
If there is anyone out there that feel they can help you can email catbebee@hotmail.com

I pray that help will come thru

I need a miracle myself I keep Praying that God will help me in one way or another