Last chance are you it only if i hear me

Last Chance are you it only if I hear me
I do not know how to begin, not are a good storyteller are overly desperate
is a desperate cry
do not ask for mercy is just an aid either in money or any type of donation.
We are a family without children we live in Portugal we are 2 years
without work
I am 47 years old and he 54 healthy, pleasant appearance in good working
condit
physical and mental, I am a bartender and he driver daily respond with
resume
to all the jobs occurring but there was no answer (any work)
I was operated in 2010 I had a complicated gynecological surgery
I could not work for a while my husband was already in unemployment
after 8 days after surgery I went back to work with an aspect of zombies
soon I was back in hospital all expenses were paid by me I did not receive
any salary because they do not work
my recovery was slow and needed to relax and treatment during this time
was paid rent rates from cars
savings were spent I lost car I stayed homeless I abandoned all (clothes,
and Household Objects)
I went to Spain to start a new life,after several months has found the work
international driver after 5 months
gave up work because it was stolen received 700 euros a month for work
(week 5 work truck in Europe)
and because not found another job after 4 months we returned to Portugal,I
asked a friend to receive us in his house for 3-4 days
we had only 200 euros and I could not get an apartment rent was in
September 2014, October 13 my mother died is in another country
I have not been able to attend funeral which hurts, hurts and now.
I hoped to find work at least one of us but nothing and we are in December
2014 days ago our friend said that we need to go from his house that we
can not keep
has 3 children and only he works dramatic thing is that children sleeping
on the floor space is small is a one-room apartment
the received us for 3-4 days and now can not get rid of us. I tried to do a
loan from individuals that banks do not even pays attention when you do
not work
I with my husband I wanted to rent a commercial space to open a pastry
but I met only crooks I tried everything you can try all I can do but
nothing,
that gives me the impression that there is no chance as though earth is
empty as if all that was human, everything has disappeared
so I wrote my story, this is my last chance can still someone will want to
hear my desperate cry, maybe.
Thank you for reading
Thank you for attention I have given this to me
Thanks exist
I really had to think I'm alone on the planet tera
I will not give my data here If anybody would like to help me can be
contacted on my email : angiviva667@hotmail.com
yours sincerely
Angela