In search of help so i can start my own family... my dream.

Hello to everyone that is going to read this. My name is Derek, I'm 27 years old and have hit a point in my life where I really need financial some help. I have been through a lot of tough times as I'm sure a lot of other people have. I'm not here to say I'm in a worse situation or I need help more than someone else. I am here to simply seek any help I can get. Any money I can receive is going towards a future that I want more than anything.

I want to start a family and be a dad and my one day wife to be a mom. I'm currently working on getting my CDL CLASS A license so I can provide for my future family. I am in a rut and need money to get out of it. My truck is in bad shape and I have some debt that I have racked up while trying to stay alive and pay bills. I can not get to school and to my road tests to finish getting my license. I'm almost there but life has me on hold due to no funds.

I was born into this world while my mom was overdosing, 2 weeks later I was adopted by a lady, that later in life, at 14 I was emancipated from. She was not good and I had a very bad upbringing with beatings and psychological games. She adopted all kinds of kids and used the money she got for them to travel and see the world. I was then re-adopted at 14 and was used by my next "family" for any money I could get to them. I grew tired of working for nothing and not having a car in high school and always being the poor kid.

Then I finally found someone that could be a good father to me, an attempt at family number 3. Started off great then he decided to go into business with me. He bought a restaurant and I was the head chef. I ran it well and turned the place into a success. He got obsessed with the money he was making and never gave me a day off, I worked 7 days a week at 12+ hrs a day. I did this for 8 months straight. I lost it. I lost it all. Yet again I was only money to someone and not a person.

Despite all that has happened to me ( there is so so so much more, should really write a book) I have turned out ok and have stayed out of trouble and remained healthy. I'm an honest hard working guy. I have few close friends and a very special girl that some day I want to give the world to. I'm here asking for help. Please, I need the right person to see this and know my pain of feeling lost in this world. I want to be able to start my family. I want that feeling more than anything. I don't need a million dollars, I need some get ahead money and finish what I have started. I want to work for this!!!